Never Give Up

Poly Studies has ended.

It was a good 3 years for me, manage to acheive a good cumulative gpa 3.75. Already applied for university, hope i can get into NTU or NUS.

It was like a comeback for my studies, in Poly, I manage to get good results with my never give up attitude, unlike in secondary and primary school.

In secondary school, I was at the lowest peak of my life at that time, receiving a very low psle result was not a glamorus thing. My secondary 3 form teacher show the whole cohort psle result out to the whole class. Know what, my name was the last for the express stream. I was like so depressed, somemore got people come ask me is it i enter through "back door". 

From that day onwards, i finally Woke Up! I tell myself i should study hard. So everyday school ends i went home and study and study. But it was a little late, didn't manage acheive a good O level results. I remembered i cried a few times after receving the results as i think the world is ending for me.
Luckily i manage to scrape through to get a place in poly.

Then i heard my parents saying that nothing is too late, I tell myself not to give up and nothing is impossible. So through the 3 years of poly, everyday when lessons ends i head back to home study study and study. I remeber i always study till 2-3am, keep doing tutorial again and again. Now i know the meaning of practice makes perfect.

I think secondary school times is the best, last time got quite a lot of friends there. But some too long never contact already, I think is like kind of weird to contact them now. Now in poly, only got a few friends, because mostly all nerds always play computer game like no life one and some other people only care for themselves only, they will not help you if you got any problems. I simply hate this kind of people.

That's all, i think i have type out what i want to say already. Never Give Up Everyone!!!

Having holiday now, I found a job last month which is do admin work. The entire thing i have been doing there for the past 3 weeks is just scanning scanning and scanning. Really boring work, but the pay is quite good. So must bear with it.

Currently waiting for 3 letters to come, Graduation Letter, Enlistment Letter and University Admission Letter. Faster Come.

Good Start

Super Happy, got back all my common test paper and the results is better than expected. Got 89, 89, 93, 94, 100. Hard Work really paid off!

Left 1 month plus to my final test paper, gotta work extra hard and make this last semester a good one.

Going to study soon!

Bye! Bye!

Happy New Year

2012, Gotta Make It A Good Year !!!!

Going to work hard to archive in 2012

1. Try to archive a good GPA and enter Mechanical Engineering in NTU.

2. Hoping to get into the slackness and easiest division in NS.

I think that is my only target this year whereas i will be entering army this year soon dunno when?

Happy New Year Everyone !!!!

Countdown

7 More minutes left to 2012, ending this year with a few regrets. Shall forget all the unhappiness things and welcome 2012 .

Just curious, will the world end?

Self Survival Skills

Final Semester has started four weeks ago, till now i still don't understand some module. The lecturer were like talking their own "life" seminar for the entire lesson and some really can't teach at all. Really wasting my precious time, really want to slap them.

Class Test, Common Test all about to come and i need some Self Survival Skills to save myself out of this.

Double Happiness !

Was Extremely Ecstatic on 16 September 2011, it will be an unfortunately day for me !!!!

Woke up on 5.45am on that day just to see the results on 6am, can't sleep the day before really dam nervous. Finally after 5 semester, i got a 4 GPA, cumulative 3.697. Yeah!!!! First time.

Gotta work harder for my last semester as it will be very difficult and I want to cover my "good" O level results, which is still a set back for me. Nevermind, must forget all the unhappy things.

It was also my birthday on that day. Superhappy! Dunno why i like to use the word super? Perhaps influence by superman. Same thing every year, friends wishing happy birthday on facebook.

In the past i also wish people on facebook, but now i only choose people to post. Last time, i post on someone wall, she replied every person a comment except my posting. Which kind of weird.

Make a picture of my name, which i suddenly think off in my dreams. It's like a mirror image, dam cool. "Thick Skin"

Will start studying on Monday for the upcoming semester. Bye! Bye!

What is Trust?

Last 2-3 weeks of internship!!! Finally it is ending, as i have been counting down from the start of it, from 105 weekdays to 11 weekdays now. Have been doing my final report daily, i hope to get good greats from this 21 weeks of internship.

It is quite a meaningful experience as you can learned several skills from it. I think now i am better in communicate with people as previously i tend to be a shy and afraid to talk to people. Maybe after this internship i am back to square one again... Hope not.

What is trust?

I have lost them a long time in my poly life. Sometimes, people might say i am selfish or what. But that will not bother me. Last week, one of my intern friend ask me for final report exchanged. I have already completed my final report with 70 pages in total and he only have 20+ pages. Is not about the quality or quantity, so he say this say that. Is not i am selfish or what, i don't believed in sending people for reference because i have already encountering two incident in poly where my group mates or classmates took my work and copy or claim that it is done by them at last whereas they did nothing at all. Can you imagine all your hard work and sleepless night has gone like that!

Really hate this kind of people!

Talk about report, my teacher like "disappear" on earth every time i asked him something. He is like a "sick" man, whenever my report got typo or not detailed part he will e-mail me on the next day calling to redo this and that. But when i got question, i e-mail him he will take his dam time to reply. Every time i must ask and ask to chase him to reply. Slap him!

Recently, i have been going Twitter because it is not consider social network according to my company, whereas they block all YouTube and Facebook. Don't know why? There is not even one friend in my twitter account because i have no idea how to find friend or what. Will try to find at least one friend first then link here link there. At last will have alot already. If you happen to see this, my username is supercwm. Add Me!!!

Shock

Yeah, 39 weekdays left!!! Have been counting down from 105 days of internship to 39 days, really feel that working life is really boring. This will motivate me to work harder in school because i had been regreting for what i have done few years ago in school. But what can i do? Just move on and on.

Yesterday, went to Bugis with my mother and sister. This was a shocking experience for me, i was walking towards bugis junction. Then, a guy was running behind me and tap my shoulder, then i turned. I though i drop something or what, i look at the guy and he said "I am not selling anything, i am from a modeling agencies and ask me want to become a model." He has a logo on his polo, forgotten what already. Then, i said i'm not interested. Then, he said ok, nevermind, thank you. I think the agencies is scouting for people there. Really shock me, as i am quite blur sometimes and some-more i rarely go out shopping. After that, wenr to Manhattan Fish Market for dinner, the food there is ok only.

Went to watch Kung Fu Panda 2 last week with my sister and cousin. Regretted buying the popcorn, nearly ate 3/4 of it because no one is eating which resulted me having no voice on the next day. The movie was nice and I like Po saying he needs inner peace.

Training for my Nafa every Saturday morning, ran 7km, 10km and 2.4km. 10km run took me 1hour 1 min which is my first 10km run. But i was slower in the 2.4km run, taking 11 minute 40 seconds, i remember i ran 9 minutes + long time ago. Will train harder next time!!! 10 minute 50 seconds will be my next target. (Randomly came out from my brain) :)

Recently keep hearing 邓福如 album, i will consider it as a really good album from a new singer.

Candle Light

Just happen to saw the video when clearing files in my computer. This is a project for my animation module in last semester. My project term is Candle Light, got this idea while watching channel 8 drama. There is a "little" jerking in this video because of the camera. And somemore, i need to take 600+ pictures just to make this 1 min video, really waste of time.

Work was alright, everyday history repeats over and over again, i was giving the same old things to do. The toughest thing of all is to sacrifice my sleeping time to write interim report which takes me 95 hours to type 87 pages and weekly report.

My teacher in charge is a ..., dunno how to describe, feel like slapping him. He keep finding problems in my report, some of them i admit is my problem but some of it is rubbish coming from him.

All my friends have gone for Ns, i will be going in one years time, so i have to train myself fast. By making a habit to run weekly at the canal because i think i should improve on running. As i ran 6km last week, which took me 28min+. I think is kinda slow, aiming 25 min next time.

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I'm Back! Currently on internship, first week was a relaxing one. But on second week, i was asked to help by other department to clean things. I was asked to clean the whole entire room because alot visitors will be here for a exchange programme. No choice but clean, clean for 1 + 1/2 day.

At that point of time, i just think i have to bear with it just for the sake of my grade. That department people is like so "cunning". At first tell you wipe 4 display shelf, after that tell you wipe the whole room. 忍 is the only thing in my mind.

Luckily my department and supervisor are ok, they tell me to sit down and relax when there isn't things to do. Last week, my supervisor talk to me and ask me what grade i aim for, i reply i hope to get A and ask me why i aim for this. I answered him and he say he will help me because he have been through this before. Then the funny thing is he say ok ok no problem, a few times.

Now, i will try my very best to pull my gpa up. Last semester really done quite good, 2AD, 1A+, 1A and 2B+. Luckily, that 2B+ has very low weightage. So, it is my first time to get 3.91and cumulative 3.6.

I will have to increase it to play safe for uni cut off point and let fate decide. This is my best result so far, working hard everyday. Sacrifice my sleep time and one day of chinese new year, just staying home to study for test.

I want to thanks some of my lecturers who helped me and "thanks" to people from some of my Secondary 4 class people and thoes teacher who always provoke me saying "i can't make it" or lousy. This will be a wake up call for me, to built a stronger me. As i still think that there isn't born clever or stupid people in the world, everyone is equal. Luckily at that time, i have close classmates that help me through that miserable o' level last time. Saw their names in the links...>_< But some very long didn't contact already. Bye Bye! need to go write weekly report already.

Youth Olympics Games

12 days of olympics games has ended, so sad no more shows to watch in the afternoon. Have been watching the youth olympics games from 10 to evening. Now i am an olympic fan. Ha! Ha! Learn couple of things from the show, the rules and how points were given for taekwondo and other more. Really love watching the badminton and volleyball matches. The volleyball players were so strong, they spike the ball so hard.

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The opening ceremony of the olympics is good, but i think the closing ceremony lack of element. The games keeps me entertain while i study for the final exam.

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If there isn't the youth olympics games, i think i will fail my final exam, because there isn't sufficient time to study. One month study break, Yeah !!!

有没有

Seems like no one is coming to my blog. But anyway this blog for myself, to help me note down things happening around me.

Drew this f1 car, for my project. It looks nice to me, drew this from the model given to me. Took me 1 week + to draw this thing. Project Project and Project, almost all my module got projects. I think i wrote before i HATE projects. It really damage my mood.

Now i believe what Mr Leung said, he said that engineering people are lazy. There are only 2 extreme for people taking the course.

Is 100% true!!! Why can't everyone be responsible and say the truth.

Last week my group got a presentation. Before the holidays, we have the split parts on who should do what. I told them the date line, know what they drag and drag more than 1 week. I have no choice to cover their things, because i don't want to fail that module. Their attitude is like pissing me off, as they took like ages to reply my msn message. On the day before the presentation, they seem like they have not done anything, they ask me is everything alright. I feel like scolding them, but didn't. Because i feel that i am wasting my time to scold them. After the presentation, i block them on my msn.

Poly life is not just studying only, i also learn how to cope with stress. Got A for all my common test paper, by it is still way far from going uni. Going to study everyday to pull back my GPA.

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Thinks that Holland is going to win world cup. According to the octopus, it shows that Spain is going to win. But serangoon parrot say is Holland. Looks like is Octopus vs Parrot. Ha Ha! I think the animals are just wild guessing who will win only, because they have 50% of guessing correct and they don't have watch soccer, then how they know?

Exam

School has started for a month and common test is in next 2 week. So fast. Joined badminton club, it is a slacked cca. But i don't quite like it because the cca is on Saturday morning, still need to go back to school. Going to buy a new racket soon because all other people's racket are custom made one.

Last week, fell sick the whole week. And i was like blur blur in the class, and suddenly the tutorial teacher called me out. I also don't know why, after that he took out an envelope out and give me. Then i go back my seat open, and really shock me. Finally a good academic certificate, since primary 3. So pathetic. Hope that there is more to come.

Change my header picture, my new favorite albums.

End Endless Work

Yeah, today was last day of work. Will make full use of the remaining time to sleep, i always sleep like no tomorrow.

And today was April Fool, I really wanted to know why it is on April the first? Why they cannot make it like May fool? Going to find the answer...

Found. On march 1st, one person said the anniversary of the engagement of the King is in 32 days time. And many people misunderstood that there is 32 days in march, which indeed should be 1st April. So they make today April Fools Day. Something like that, don't know if is true.

Should I go or not?

Yesterday was the start of Qing Ming Festival, woke up "dark" in the morning at 4am. Went to market to buy things at around 5+, all the stores has just started arranging their stuffs. Reach that Toa Payoh place around 6, already got many people ther already. I saw people burning different types of things, got ferrari sports car.

Should i go for class gathering? I have no idea when it is at this point of time ?? OMG, they took too long to decide on the date.

I don't want to workkkkkkkk, i want to studyyyyy. Why is School holiday so so long, faster start school and end the 3 years as soon as possible. Is like really wasting lots of time already, wasted 2 months when school reopen.

Double Climax

Woke up early on the result release date, i think at that time around 6 i am half unconscious.

At that time, I saw my result for the 2nd semester, got 2 a, the rest at all b. I was already joyful. During the morning, some friends msn me and i told them what i got. And in the afternoon, i got the result slip letter sent by school. I open and i don't think i had a close look at it.

But at night, one friend asked me. He keep saying cannot be, because only get 2a, gpa should not be 3.7+. Then i keep replying really really, then he told me to check again. Suprisingly, i saw 4a, 2b. I quickly double confirm with the online one, i was like OMG!

Luckily, i did'nt say more than what i really got. If not people will say i am lying when they found out.

"Old" Moon

After i made the previous post, i got a call from my auntie. Tell me to work, i say ok if not i really nothing to do already. I sat almost at the entrance, see buses going pass me because is directly towards the bus stop. Sat bus 30 to work every time in the morning, the journey is boring.

On the first day to work, saw jun hong on the bus he also just started working in the factory.

Wow, now i saw invoices selling thousands of abalone which cost a few hundred thousands, really got so many people who craze about abalone?

Results coming out this Friday, hope that my perdition is correct, i think i will get one A and all B. Will that come true? Going to learn a new magic soon, Ha! Ha! , my mom say i crazy already.

Start School Please !!!

School Vacation has started long long ago, i have nothing to do. Looking for jobs, the only hope is the upcoming IT fair but companies i asked, they say no basic pay only count by commission.

So staying at home all day long, watching television from 8.30, channel8 good morning and reading english newspaper. I have also learn a few magic tricks from online everyday, i can poke a pen through a $10 note. Now they i know that not all magic need to buy things in order to do. So i have wasted my money few years ago.

I want school to start as soon as possible.

Blog

Yeah!!! Chinese New Year is in 6 days time. Clearing my last project of the year, computer programming. Actually this project is done by pairs but my class only got 19 people. Lonely, I prove them wrong, because they say one people cannot finish one, but i am completing already. Thumbs Up!

Just open up all the links to see friends blog, 2 person still got blog, 1 closed down already. And one is like in coma, 1 year already haven't update yet. Really feel that bloging is quite boring. Haven't went down to chinatown yet to see see thing. Exam and Holiday is coming, Yeah!!!

Ok Man is Back !!!

I am back!! Yeah!!!! No more projects!!!!!! Last few weeks were so stressed for me completing projects because, i 1 person cover 5 people work. Butch of stupid people don't want to do, no choice.. Have bee very stressed for the pass 2-3 weeks as i must do everything on my own. I really don't like CATS module, is dam boring. I am just contradicting myself because i say CATS module is an interesting module in the self-reflection, for the sake of marks. Finally no more stressful thursday.

Yah! I have one good news, i got 100 for my mechanics paper. I really can't believed that, i am the only one. For maths, got an 80, hope that i can sustain to my marks, because final exam will be a hard one i think..

Chiong ah!!! for all exam and will call it a year in poly.. Going to join CCA next year, just for the points, don't know which one to join mechanical society, volleyball or badminton.